It's been a long time since the last time I post something in my blog page... Now, I'm back!
I encountered more than dozen of problem within these few months and I almost couldn't handle it because all the problems come to me in the same time and keep on stacking... It could be the best reason for my bad result of academic... Recently, I fell in love to a girl which looks ordinary for my friends around me. But for me, she was special by just being herself. I like her style, her way to show her true thoughts. She was believed to be a optimistic person and she likes to be in group rather than being alone all the time. Most of my friend "consulted" me and identify her personality to me... They say I could find the better one... But I think there's already a best one in front of me, why do I have to find another one? Love makes people blind, I do agree to it with a cross on my heart that I won't be regret to what I say right now.
Love is not about one person but one pair. I love her with all my spirit and soul but the situation turns out to be she's avoiding herself from me... She still not dare to open up the door of her heart and accept a new relationship. She already break up once and she do hope the next one will be her last one. I'd been done everything that I can and capable to do so for her... Now, everything that I can do is just waiting for her... While waiting, I'll still play my role as her guardian as much as possible... I hope everything will be fine for her... So I need to update everything about her everyday... But it do give me more factor to keep on living. =]
